sometimes these mornings are so hard...

Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became comma. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Do love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you...
And love doesn't need a reason

" Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt in the heart "

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got this in an email
'tis good

well it took me ages to organise how to get to and from weights this arvo, and it didnt earn me any brownie points, and then after all that i got a call during my piano lesson (finishes at 3:45 weights starts at 4) from my coach to say that we couldnt use the gym, because it was full of wallabies (the footy type not animal) and they hadnt told us.
so mum got me to catch a bus home, so im thinking "when i get home i'll go for a run/swim/cycle and do some of the exersises that dont require weights (like barstards, abs, and janosuqes) and i would b active so that i dont make the pre-training food i ate go to waste... and what do i do when i get home... blog... have a bath... sleep

A piece of mind... belongs to no one: "love isnt a feeling, so much as a commitment, like dont get me wrong, you can feel love its amazing but its not a mushy feeling, and its not how the person makes you feel, its a feeling that makes you want to be so slefless, its giving all you are to the person, and sometimes its not doing what is easy or convenient, its doing the best thing for them..."

just looking back at an old post, thinking that there has been so much in me that has changed, but so much is still essentially me, like my definition of the word love for example...

its funny (haha) how so much can change in your life, but when it comes down to it experiences mould u, but the finished product depends on the clay used in the first place...

neway, 2nite ive got to film the year 12 graduation, and im really tired, i might try and get a 2 hour nap

blogging off

i just had a meeting with the principal and he seems quite enthusiastic about what i am doing next year... i now have the principals "permission of leave"

today i set out with a to-do list, 25 items that i foresaw doable in 5-6 hours
i got 2 done (finished one off just then... way after i was hoping to)
it took me over 5 hours to clean the kitchen properly

well guess what im doing tomorrow... well its not school!!!!!!!!!

im finished... going going gone (with a testi pop)
neway off 2 bed, nightio

i miss blogging long deep and intreeging posts, i just dont have the time or the energy at the moment

i've got one more day of normal school left, this friday is my last day

he honestly is... and thats where my heart should be

Rowing Victoria: "'Cha Cha's just Oarsome' says Tomkins"
i was just watching dancing with the stars... dont knock me for it, i was walking past and i thought that gee it would be a bit of fun; if i had the time i would love to take classes :P with friends

thats my 2c

UCB Online: "'TEST THE SPIRITS TO SEE WHETHER THEY ARE FROM GOD' 1 JOHN 4:1 (NIV)

God's leadings are always consistent with His Word. Always! He will never lead you to be unfaithful to your marriage partner, cheat on an examination, exaggerate to a customer, spread hurtful gossip, deceive your parents or your children, or do anything else forbidden by Scripture.

Furthermore, His leadings will always be consistent with the person He meant you to be. For example: if you love mathematics and are naturally gifted with computers, why would you assume that God would lead you into music or theology? Or if you do not come alive unless you are in the great outdoors, why would you think He would lead you to a nine to five office job on the 35th floor? Or if you are not comfortable around children, why would you figure He would lead you to become a schoolteacher? Get real! God's leadings do not contradict who He made you to be. He does not create you with particular gifts, and then expect you to excel at something totally unrelated.

If you sense a leading that seems contrary to what God made you to be, test it carefully. Is God asking you to do this because at present there is no one else to do it? Is He stretching you into new areas so that your faith will grow? Or is this not "a God idea" at all, but rather a distraction from the assignment He has already given you? This is why John writes, "Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God. "

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now, i can have the option to be guided from god, or to make assumptions (like"well, im too short to be a rowing" "my fingers always were to stubby and fat for piano or guitar" "i was good at academics, so why would i want to "wast" it on youth work, besides i have enough problems, i would be a bad example" "i've been to busy for the basics in the cyber world, and ive been left behind") i guess i shall have to not fall into the temptation of now making worldly assumptions... one thing i am sure about is god has created me with a passion for many things, its just to find out what path he is leading me down

life can be really hard, it makes it harder when your sick...
the funny thing is im also really appreciative of life, and its also really good, im so lucky with what i have (im so indesicive)