tonight was awkward, i didnt know how to split my attention,
i'll never hear the end of it from the guys if they're feeling at all barred...
and i wanted most of my attention channeled in one direction, though i wasnt sure how it would go down... i guess faith is spelt R.I.S.K...
its odd the little things you have to sort out in relationships, but finding the right time and place is hard...
anyway, god i put this all back into you hands... please help me from trying to take it all into my own hands :)
you have given me an amazing gift, i am so thankful!!!
luke